school reopened and i hate it. the holidays seemed to pass really quickly. my school bag was so heavy and fat today and i didn't even used a single thing that i've brought, except my pencil case. pathetic. having a slight fever now and sore throat. it must be because i ate a whole tin of marks and spencer's chocalate biscuits that i bought a week ago. feeling lethargic right now. first day of a new term and it started off quite well. did nothing today except for playing some games and chating and some admin stuff. my first day of school ended really sad. now untill maybe the end of the year, which i hope not, i will be siting with lawrence and farez. i will not be siting with jiaqi anymore. how saddening. i really hope that i can change my place during mt lesson. and i haven't talk bout that Teng yet. she is so cruel. i can sit with wanyi and visha if she just change gucci's seat and mine, at least i will be siting with a girl, not a boy. and gucci can seat with a boy, not a girl. it will be better for both me and gucci, as well as wanyi, visha, farez and lawrence. and i really hate the position that i'm seating now. the air is so unfresh, its so noisy, it's smells like cow dung. air-pollution and noise pollution. 2 pollutions beside me. my health will be from healthy pink to pale pink. i'm going to get asthma attack sooner or later. it's been about 3 years since i've gotten an asthma attack. oh well, that Teng holds more power then me. i just have to eccept it. now i'm hoping that we're getting air-conditioned classrooms. hope for the best to come.