why? what have you done now? dang, you know everyone thinks you suck, yeah i know that, and i just wanted to help, but... gaaaahhhs. i should have taken hanrui's advice, then i would not be such a fool. you know, it's depressing, and it may sound unusual, too, like it was a rare case. i know i should not believe it but anyways, there's no point retrieving it too. this time when it started, i so totally wasn't expecting it. you would think i'd have figured it out by now. i mean, after all this time, but, apparently not. apparently, in spite of everything, i am just as big an idiot as i ever was.

okay, went to the Bukit Batok Home for the Aged. the elderly people made me laughed like some crazy school girl. yeah. the first elderly me and my friends went to chat with. oh gooodness! she kept singing non-stop. you know like when meiyin asked her :" err can you stop singing now? let's chat shall we? (translated in english)" and the elderly went "okok! (translated in english too)" and then all of us thought that she would really stop singing, but she carried on with her singing, for crying out loud! you know how it feels when an elderly sing non-stop to you, and that you can't just leave the elderly and walk away?

after i finally got rid of the elderly, well i mean, i finally got to go to other tables and uhh, keep another elderly company. i'm not that horrible to just walk away from a pitiful elderly. went to play dai di with jiaqi and wanyi. ohboy the cards are sososo cute. it's like in strips. but it's quite difficult to use. yeah but had a fun game.

then went to listen to another elderly. she spoke total hokkien and i totally do not know what she was talking about. i'm no hokkien lady, though i'm a hokkien. hahah. weiting told me that she was talking about her family. her son is in jail. sad story. and there's this really fierce elderly who kept "bullying" her, well that's what she told us.

played another game of dai di. jun kai was weird. me and jiaqi kept exchange looks telling each other that junkai's really weird, during the game.

walked to the market after the visit. meiyin told me all about ___. yeah. and a bought a watermelon. hah! the rest bought drinks. and after drinking, as usual we would play around with the leftovers. so i took out my containers and the bird nest bottle and we made " cheng teng". hahah. went to mcdonalds and bought mcspicy meal with mengyan.

went home soon after. while walking home, i felt like buying a packet of potato chips, but i only had 10 bucks left. i don't wanna watse money. i mean, it's pointless, really, come to think of it.

it really isn't a pleasure to announce that i got 10/30 for math test. hahah. gotta buck up.