hello!

over you - daughtry :D

cell study, was a disaster. :(
i spent 2 bleedy hours in vain doing nothing at all.
okay, not really nothing at all..
but its just that, i didn't practice math at all.
!@#$%^&*()
i did chem homework and played this chemical formula game with those that had absolutely no mood to study friends instead,
which, was super fun! :D
hahaha.
GAH BAH LAH BOOM BOOM ZAP ZAP H2SO4!
okay fine, i'm retarding. =.=
shiming had all the chemical fomulas inside her head.
oh man, she was like, this chem genius with a pair of fancy purpleish specs. xD

okay.
i think i've thought it through.
i've decided to numb myself.
after my first three paper (chinese, hist, lit),
which was quite a disaster.(okay, maybe not for lit.)
as a last and final resort,
i've decided to numb myself and to forget about chinese,hist and lit.
until eoys have finished, at least.
so that i don't have to feel anything,
and that i can solely focus on my eoys.
well.. i hope so?

oh man. i really suck at my studies.
i can't seem to concentrate on anything.

i must get myself back on the track.
i need to get my head in the game.
mugmugmugmugmugmugmugmugmug.

i'll make a miracle tomorrow (:

bye!