why do good people die of cancer?

its really not fair.

she didnt have a good christmas or a new year.

she was just lying on the hospital bed, waiting to say goodbye to the world.

we surrounded her, talked to her, made her happy, made her feel and believe that miracles do happen.

made her believe that God was with her, and will always stand by her.

but,

all these ended yesterday.

she is in heaven now.

i am never going to eat her delicious cooking, her lontong, and kueh paiti(sp?).

i am never going to see her sweet gentle smile.

rest in peace.

life is very unpredictable.

anything can happen, anytime, any day.

we should make the best of everyday.

this is life.

Best Days - Graham Colton.
So don't wait for someone to tell you it's too late
Cuz these are the best days
There's always something tomorrow
So I say let's make the best of tonight
Here comes the rest of our lives

goodbye.