I'm still sick, but I'm recovering! ;D Atleast my nose is not so irritating alr. Hahaha.
Sad :(
My Dear God Almighty,
Okay. I dont know what is happening to me right now. I've been doing really badly for all my common tests so far. Got back 4 papers alr, and I alr failed 3.
I had my Bio SPA just now. And its terribly screwed. I couldn't finish it on time. I didn't draw the graph, which I don't know how much is the weightage for it. Please, God, please bless me, please make me pass it. Its like, 10% of my o'levels. I can't just fail it. Its o'levels, one of my most important exams in my life.
I know I didn't study for it at home. I only started studying my SPA after school. I know I was lazy last night, I used the computer instead of studying. I know I should spend my time wisely. I should be studying, but I didn't. I thought that SPA is just another ordinary experiment that I don't have to study for it. But now, I know everything. That I have to put in my best effort and study for it and be well-prepared for any major exams like my o's. I've learnt my lesson already.
Term 3 hasn't been a smooth journey for me. I failed lots of tests. I know, it is because I didn't study for it. I didn't study for my common tests too. But yeah, I know You made me fail my tests, so that I can learn from my mistakes and study harder for the next test. But I didn't listen to You. I continued to not do all my homeworks. I continued to not pay attention in class. I continued to not study for tests. And instead, I continued to play and go out and waste all my time. I know it already. You've punished me good enough. I've woken up from my world.
People say that Life is like a roller coaster ride. There are ups and downs. Term 3 is definitely one of the downs. Its just like when I was in primary 4, when I got to the last em2 class in primary 5 because I played so much and I did really badly for my exams. But, I didnt give up that time. I studied hard in primary 5, and I manage to go to a better class in primary 6, where I got a very good teacher. It was a reward from You. I was very thankful. I was at the bottom, almost sinking into the deep sea, but it was Your Light and my hardwork that made me climb back up till I was in primary 6, which was one of the ups in my life.
So now, term 3 is probably like how I was in primary 4, one of the downs in my life. But I have to work hard to climb up, as high as I can. All my failed papers, my Bio SPA, it was a punishment for me. Now I know that I'm actually sinking way down, so I have to work hard to cimb back up.
Sad :(
My Dear God Almighty,
Okay. I dont know what is happening to me right now. I've been doing really badly for all my common tests so far. Got back 4 papers alr, and I alr failed 3.
I had my Bio SPA just now. And its terribly screwed. I couldn't finish it on time. I didn't draw the graph, which I don't know how much is the weightage for it. Please, God, please bless me, please make me pass it. Its like, 10% of my o'levels. I can't just fail it. Its o'levels, one of my most important exams in my life.
I know I didn't study for it at home. I only started studying my SPA after school. I know I was lazy last night, I used the computer instead of studying. I know I should spend my time wisely. I should be studying, but I didn't. I thought that SPA is just another ordinary experiment that I don't have to study for it. But now, I know everything. That I have to put in my best effort and study for it and be well-prepared for any major exams like my o's. I've learnt my lesson already.
Term 3 hasn't been a smooth journey for me. I failed lots of tests. I know, it is because I didn't study for it. I didn't study for my common tests too. But yeah, I know You made me fail my tests, so that I can learn from my mistakes and study harder for the next test. But I didn't listen to You. I continued to not do all my homeworks. I continued to not pay attention in class. I continued to not study for tests. And instead, I continued to play and go out and waste all my time. I know it already. You've punished me good enough. I've woken up from my world.
People say that Life is like a roller coaster ride. There are ups and downs. Term 3 is definitely one of the downs. Its just like when I was in primary 4, when I got to the last em2 class in primary 5 because I played so much and I did really badly for my exams. But, I didnt give up that time. I studied hard in primary 5, and I manage to go to a better class in primary 6, where I got a very good teacher. It was a reward from You. I was very thankful. I was at the bottom, almost sinking into the deep sea, but it was Your Light and my hardwork that made me climb back up till I was in primary 6, which was one of the ups in my life.
So now, term 3 is probably like how I was in primary 4, one of the downs in my life. But I have to work hard to climb up, as high as I can. All my failed papers, my Bio SPA, it was a punishment for me. Now I know that I'm actually sinking way down, so I have to work hard to cimb back up.
Life is full of mysteries. I can't think of the past already. I have to smile, and move on in life. Even though I screwed my Bio SPA this time, I will do my best the next. Life goes on, and I have to stay positive. It was a wake up call for me. I am really thankful, God, for all these, for all you've done for me. Now, I have to try my best to get rid of my laziness. I have to do my homework. I'll try my best to pay attention in class. I'll go all the way, I'll do my best in term 4. And I'm sure that You'll always be there for me whenever I need you. My Saviour.
Thankyou God.
Amen.
Thankyou God.
Amen.
Happy! :D
XXXXX
Point Of Difference - Hillsong United
As we lift up our eyes
Fill our hearts with Your fire
In a world of sin
We'll be different, the diference
