Results.

Today was a day, a day of terror was what I always said. I always wanted this day to not come, because I was always afraid, always very afraid of getting back exam results, because I knew that I won't do well. But, ah well. 3 Cs, and 2 Ds. This was what I got back so far, and it aint good at all. Amaths tmr, the greatest terror of all. Zzz.

Oh. My results were damn bad right? And I sound kind of emo in the previous paragraph, dont I? Ahaha! Okay, the problem is that I don't feel sad or anything about my results. I dont know why. I got this "fail then fail lor, who cares" kind of attitude now. Because seriously, I dont feel dissapointed at all.

I'm not sure of myself. I don't know myself well enough. I don't know what im thinking. I don't know why I dont feel sad or dissapointed for the right reasons. Hmm. Maybe im not that interested in studying alr. Anw, why must we study? I dont like to study, it makes me so stress and stuff. ):

Okay exams are over, dont have to study for the time being, but I still feel stress. Stress about which subjects to drop. -.- Since mye I wanted to drop phy. But now hor... Eh I dont know la deyyy. Stress man. Stress ah. Stress. Sian.

Gossshhhhhhh Kaname senpai is soooooooooooo hothothot! :D